Sunday, June 22, 2008

Day 5 - Sunday

APplying and Applying and Applying for jobs. It's pretty dry out there, unless I am willing to take a big step down... so we'll see.

Husband and I are going to look at our budget today and see if we can pull this off... And for how long.

I can only wonder - what would this feel like if it was OUR choice? What if I had decided to stay home - to start a family, to work the farm? Would this be fun? It isn't right now, but I am still going through the emotional part of it... the rejection, the embarassment, things like that. But what if I wanted to set my engineering skills aside to work the farm... to focus on accounting, tracking, planning, weeding, feeding, training dogs...??

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