Saturday, June 21, 2008

Day 4 - it's a saturday

OK, so it feels like a normal day. I'm supposed to be home. I'm supposed to be working in the yard and doing laundry and cleaning.

But I still can't get away from the cloud that I shouldn't spend a dime on a damn thing. I can't get past the urgency that I have to get a job NOW. And does that mean taking the first offer that comes along? What if it sucks? Do I take any job for the money, now? When before I was looking for fulfillment.

I guess this truly is a lesson in humility. Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do to pay the bills.

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